Fallen Sand
for horny
We’d meet between the sheets
Wrapped-up in each others nakedness
Exchanging tenderness
It took me higher I guess
But that bed we used to bless
Is nothing but a bed again
So I replay it in my head again
We’d sleep skin-to-skin
Near the place I let you in
I can’t keep imagining what has been
Because now you’re just a phantom limb
I sawed so hard to sever it
But my senses remember it
The sweat—the scent—the spit
Your taste hasn’t left my tongue
Nor your smell my nose
Only olfactory mementos
And sly innuendos
Endure
We’d sit around the smoke
The flight of clarity we spoke of
A brief relief in nature
So vivid and so venerated
But just as it left your lips
It evaded or disintegrated
Like sand between our fingertips
It all came and went just like a dash
For we all just exist in the silenf flash
The narrow throat of the hourglass
It all just comes to pass
In the nowness of now
We go onward somehow
Even if we don’t know how
It’s all just a story anyhow
One of fallen sand
video by: Christopher Sherman
Check out this poem as Featured in Horny Newsletter Issue 6.